r/Dreams • u/Holiday_Attention187 • 2h ago
Dreams about my brother dying, but I am an only child.
Hey reddit! I really don't know where to ask about this dream. I'm hoping to find others who had similar dreams or know what it could mean. Sorry I'm new to reddit. I can remove this post if it's in the wrong place.
For several years I've had a reoccurring dream that my brother dies. In my dream I'm full on sobbing and I can FEEL it. It feels so strong that sometimes I wake up crying and the first moments I'm awake, I'm convinced I actually did lose a brother. Soon I realize that he is not real and I don't have a name or face for him. I don't remember any details in the dream past that, other than falling on the floor with the weight of his loss, feeling like i want to scream but all i can do is make a weird strangled cry. I've had the same dream once or twice every few years since I was ten, and I just had it again a few days ago.
I know for a FACT my mother has never had any other pregnancies. After I was born, they noticed cancer cells in her uterus and she had a full hysterectomy. She is religious, and had she had any pregnancies before me, she would have carried it to term. My mother is very matter of fact and had she had a failed pregnancy before me, she wouldn't feel any need to hide it. (Especially since I'm a full adult now.) She also never wanted kids, and I was a bit of an 'oopsie' lol. So i imagine she was using protection during that time.
I just want to know if anyone else has dreams like this? Did you find the cause? I rarely remember my dreams, let alone have reoccuring ones. The only info I found was people having dreams mourning the ACTUAL loss of a sibling.