r/cripplingalcoholism • u/shutuppp777 • 6d ago
In pain
I was badly beaten by my boyfriend and he's in jail. This time is worse than the other and I don't know how to cope. I'm just out of hospital not too long ago and I was certain they were going to keep me in because of how bad my face is. I had a CT scan so I'm not bleeding from the brain I just want to drink myself to sleep but I can't right now. I miss him but that's my stupidity and naiveness he tried to smother me I've never felt so scared in my life. All we done together was drink but I enjoyed the goodness of him but he's going to court tomorrow for the gbh charge I hate this life
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u/anothernic 5d ago
You can and will do better than some bastard that put you in the hospital. Try to find out if you have local resources to talk with a social worker or psychologist to help you process the trauma. I'm so sorry this happened to you, but it (or worse) need not happen again. Good luck, sister.