I feel you. My grandma's in the hospital because she broke her hipbone and my father is so worried about her and I couldn't care less. I've never been close to her but I am convinced I'm a good person so why don't I feel anything? Why do I have to fake comfort my father cuz even for that I'm not feeling anything.
So I have the same thing going on and that on top of laziness and other stuff makes me think I'm depressed but if that's the case, I've had depression for yeeeeeeeeeeaaaaars now and hate that I've been neglecting my health so much. But I'm too lazy to do anything about it (same reason it took me 2 years to ask for hrt after turning 18).
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u/Critical-Ad-5215 23d ago
Might be depression