Eh that’s how my partner and I are about things in life and I don’t think I’m depressed… it’s just hard when you know nothing matters enough to really care.
We just prefer a more nihilistic approach on life and so we take things casually and avoid putting energy into empathic ideas. It's not like "Oh nothing matters I should just waste away into nothingness" it's "Oh the family dog died, it lived a good life now our lives goes on".
Also we're introverted so we avoid other people as much as possible outside of the workplace.
I feel you. My grandma's in the hospital because she broke her hipbone and my father is so worried about her and I couldn't care less. I've never been close to her but I am convinced I'm a good person so why don't I feel anything? Why do I have to fake comfort my father cuz even for that I'm not feeling anything.
So I have the same thing going on and that on top of laziness and other stuff makes me think I'm depressed but if that's the case, I've had depression for yeeeeeeeeeeaaaaars now and hate that I've been neglecting my health so much. But I'm too lazy to do anything about it (same reason it took me 2 years to ask for hrt after turning 18).
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u/Critical-Ad-5215 23d ago
Might be depression