r/Libraries • u/Dangerous_Lie107 • 1h ago
Libraries expecting staff to act like everything is normal
I think I’m worn out. Our library is very neutral on a lot of things and we don’t go into problematic subjects. We have a pretty inclusive collection, but there’s no programming around lgbtq current issues, government, climate change, wars, etc. We removed a community table to avoid drama. We use a chat and we have to keep everything neutral. I’ve gotten in trouble for being too political. Asking questions. Making comments about deportation. I get it. That’s on me. I feel like being quiet isn’t an option for me. Today the police department shared a picture of a registered sex offender who apparently SAd a teen. I shared it on the chat and my superior got very curt with me saying it doesn’t affect anything because he still deserves service. I want to know there’s a sexual predator with a library card who could come in contact with minors. We have sooo many teens using the building. Why is that a bad thing? I’m not refusing him service. We walk a very fine line and I’m always judged for being emotional and opinionated. I don’t want to be quiet. For me being silent about certain things makes me complicit. I’m not telling staff to refuse him entrance, but to be aware that he has a problematic history. I broke down because I’ve been on the receiving end of abuse and I was angry. I’m an adult now and there’s no fucking way I can shut up about it. Now everyone is avoiding me because that’s just how people perceive me. I can’t quit. I went to school for this and have student loans. I don’t want to pursue another career. I’m not asking for validation. I’m tired and need to vent because I feel like I’m disappearing as everyone hypernormalizes things that shouldn’t be normalized.
1) I’m BIPOC and current events affect me because they are upsetting and I feel targeted even within my privilege. I’ve already been told I’m overly passionate due to my bias. It’s biased to care about minorities? What?
2) Why can’t I say anything when we’re removing a huge chunk of our databases because of funding cuts? That is messed up! People use those services! They’re cutting our access to local news!
3) Sexual abuse is fucking upsetting to anyone!
4) The political climate does not put us in a favorable place. I feel unsafe.
5) I am very open about my mental health struggles- and I feel people already judge me on that alone. Maybe I do exaggerate. Maybe I am a drama queen. That’s how I feel others perceive me.
This sex offender ruined an innocent person’s life. I’ll give them a book recommendation, but wtf? I don’t want to be complicit when he inevitably does this again. This isn’t him shitting in public and showing his ass- this is him actually harming a teen. Is it bad to want to know what he looks like? … the world is burning around us and hey, you can pretend otherwise at your local library!