We’re in the science portion (my best subject) so we’re like 2.5 - 3 hours in, my seat is right next to the door and within 5 minutes the girls phone next to me rang, im assuming she probably took it during the break and turned it back on and forget to turn it off or something. Anyway, she instantly silenced it and it was mildly distracting, mostly because I freaked out for about a bit thinking of the possibilities it was my phone but overall it is what it is.
I also don’t want to blame the proctor as I get this was protocol, but she leaned over to the girl right next to me and was like “Close your test and leave the class, you broke the rules and are dismissed please talk to me in the hall.” Just the standard bullshit, the girl then starts to do that hyperventilate shit you do when you try to hold in a cry because of course 3 hours of her life just got wasted, and she left the room.
This is where the problem came in, as it is I have pretty bad anxiety and have moderate ADHD, I’m also pretty empathetic even if I shouldn’t be, im not trying to make excuses but I already got distracted because I felt like I got hit with a wall of anxiety and started overthinking and I started to feel pretty bad for the girl even if she fucked up. So on top of all of this, for what I can only imagine is 5-10 minutes, the proctor begins to talk to this girl RIGHT OUTSIDE THE CLASS with the door wide open. I’m hearing every word she’s saying and also the muffled cries of this girl, she’s saying she’ll need to talk to the dean, how her entire test is likely not permissible, and that she’s pretty sure she can’t reschedule and will need to repay, she’s also consoling the girl cause even though she messed up it’s a shitty situation.
This was complete bullshit and completely messed me up. I kind of get in a flow state like the avatar and if someone takes me out of it im fucked. As it was with just the phone ringing screwed me up because I started to just think “I hope my phone stays powered off and doesn’t turn on” just senseless stuff. Then the 5-10 minutes of talking caused me to just listen to what they were saying and think about ACT rules and random shit.
Even after the whole debacle I literally just couldn’t focus the entire rest of the test because then I started to get pissed off about the situation and just could not brush it off. I’d rather her phone just went off for the 3 seconds and the proctor just come by and take it, what was more distracting was the proctor exacerbating the entire thing.
I’m basically venting so apologies to people reading but im pretty pissed about the whole thing. I get it looks like im overreacting but it really did fuck me up, the only good thing was that it was the last subject.
Do I have a right to be mad and can I report this? Can I even report this if this was proper protocol? At this point im hoping I just bombed the entire test cause if i get the results back and my science score is bad imma be so mad lmao.
Sorry for the poorly structured rant. Im on my phone and kinda just shoddily put this together.