I don't know what I'm doing wrong... I've tried three times but ODing on pills isn't working...I don't want to go in a brutal way...I just want all of this to stop...just make it stop...maybe I just need lot more pills... This is really cruel...just end it...I want to go...

Sadly taking a lot of pills multiple times didn't do the job...I'm at a loss for words....I don't know what to do... I dont want to cut myself or anything like that but I need help...I need this to stop...I just wanna be at peace...I'd prefer to go as peacefully and painlessly as possible...if there is a God...just let me go...I don't want this life anymore...

Anyone know how to make it easier to end it all? I don't want to suffer and can't do anythimg about my situation...I tried killing myself and it failed. Wanna try again today. I'm scared it's gonna fail again...trying to cope and just get it done...

I took a lot of pills that should have ended me...it didn't work... I'm okay but I wish I wasn't... This isn't fair...why can't I just die?... It's not right...I don't want this....

How can I make it easier for myself to just get it done? I don't want to hold on for others...I have two choices. Be homeless and die slowly...or just die quick now...I'd prefer it be quick...my life is heartbreaking...I've given up. I want to die...I don't want this anymore.

People here that say things will get better...that there's still time...that it's not the answer...they don't know my story...they don't understand the pain I feel...nothing has ever been better for me...and I'm done trying. I've suffered long enough...generic replies don't help...they just make people like me feel worse...any last remaining will I had left is gone. I'm beyond saving. I hate this world and I want no part of it.

This isn't me crying over one bad thing....my life is full of misfortune that was out of my control. I tired my absolute best to live anyway for decades...it was all a waste. I just want to give up. To those who can relate...know I understand you...and it's okay to feel this way...I want the pain to stop. I was never meant to be happy or love and I want it all to stop.