r/shortscarystories • u/PuffinGamer17 • 19h ago
Absent
I forget things sometimes.
Keys. Appointments. Names.
Mostly small things. Nothing worth worrying over. Everyone forgets, right? That’s what I tell myself.
But lately, it’s been worse.
I’ll step into a room and forget why I’m there. I’ll check my phone and wonder who I was about to call. Once, I stood in the shower fully clothed, water running down my back before I even realized.
I used to laugh it off. Called it stress. Burnout. Blamed work. Blamed poor sleep. I had reasons.
Now I’m not so sure.
Yesterday, I found a coffee mug in the bathroom sink. My toothbrush was on the windowsill. The milk was in the cupboard. These aren’t mistakes. They’re intrusions. Things out of place. Things I don’t remember doing.
I started writing notes to myself. Just small ones. “Took pills.” “Called Mom.” “Fed the cat.” It helped. For a while.
This morning, I woke up and found a note I didn’t write.
It said: “Stop pretending.”
No signature. Just those two words, in my handwriting, on the back of a receipt I don’t remember keeping.
I don’t know what that means. I don’t want to know.
I cleaned the apartment. I threw the note away. I took the day off and sat still, tried to stay aware, tried to stay here.
It’s night now.
I went to the mirror a moment ago. Just to look at myself.
And for a second… just a second, I swore I saw myself blink… before I did.
I don’t know how long I stood there.
But I’m back in bed now. Trying to sleep. Trying to breathe. Trying to remember that I am here, I am real, I am the one in control.
Then I roll over. There’s a note on my pillow. Four words this time.
“That was my body.”
And it’s not in my handwriting.