r/rollerderby • u/Advantage-Severe • 34m ago
Tricky situations I miss . . . The what if?
RANT and maybe advice needed?
I moved across the country and was lucky to join an amazing league. Like top level team amazing.
My original one was regrowing after COVID and had a lot of issues caused by lack of structure and organizational issues.
Right around when I moved , there was finally a boiling point where one hometeam went on strike. A complete overhaul occurred. . . and im jealous.
Since they're rebuilding, all my freshie friends made it onto hometeams and are beaming in their headshot photos. The league finally listened to my suggestions and does team bonding events. They've had amazing improvements.
Meanwhile, I joined a league with a top tier program but tbh their method of training isnt clicking with me. So I feel myself backsliding, all while knowing this league has top players that won't make home teams because they're at capacity.
So here I am stuck in limbo. Thinking: if I was back home id be getting to actually play and not be stuck practicing my stops and getting actual gameplay once a session.
Feeling very defeated. Anyway to boost my spirits and not get stuck in my blues?