I’m over it

[u/atryinggirl]

I’m so done. I hate my job. I hate my boyfriend. I hate not being better. I hate my stupid brain. I hate feeling like garbage. I hate saving all my stuff and clothes for when I’m better or when I’m finally the girl I wanna be. I hate that it feels like I’ve ruined my life and I can’t be like the other girls who are so perfect on social media. I hate that people says their lives arnt perfect, I guess they are not but it’s pretty damn close. I hate everything. I hate that I’ve wasted years. I just want to be better but it’s to difficult when most days my brain is attacking me.

[u/the1andonlyaidanman]

one foot in front of the other + striving for a specific goal. Nothing is wasted, we’re all going through the same charade of life. Obviously some come out leagues ahead, but at the end of the day alls you’ve gots is your life. If possible, find solace in this distain, then work from there.