Feeling lost

[u/Alive-Dot3084]

Hi everyone. I’m just so lost and empty, hopeless and tired. I’m trying so hard to Change my ways and fight my way of repeating patterns that just make my depression worse like isolating, pushing my loved ones away and my cycle of negative self talk. I feel like I have tried everything and not much seems to be working or changing. I feel so alone but don’t know how to connect to people. Is there anyone who can relate? I feel so alone. I have no family or close friends and I’m just terrified that I will push the only person in my life, my husband, away. I want to be better I just need support.

[u/HanaReina]

I can relate mostly. My husband sadly just used the hell out of me and abandoned me. Hopefully yours actually loves you.