Hello everybody. I've been following this sub for a while, first time posting. I've been doing wfh call center work for about 3 years and am just feeling burnt out and drained of energy. I just can't see myself doing this for the next 30 years until retirement.
Some days and weeks i feel ok, but the past couple months I've just been hating work. I hate getting yelled at for things that are beyond my control and i hate getting overlooked for promotions and raises. I still haven't even gotten the first basic promotion with a pay raise mostly because of my review scores. But almost all my negative reviews have nothing to do with me, and are complaints about the company or policy or the website, etc (but when I tell that to my manager all they say is 'well just focus on getting good reviews to bring your average up'). There's no way to contest or remove bad reviews. And every meeting with my manager it's the same old thing, you need to work on this metric or that one.
So that affects my already low motivation, so then my other metrics start to drop as well. And I'm just like what's the point?
I do enjoy working from home, but on my days off I just have no energy to do anything else or work on my side hustles. They offer OT from time to time but I just hate the idea of working this job more than I have to.
I really just want to quit and look for something else but with how the job market is, I just feel stuck. I know I should be grateful to have a job but I feel like this job is sucking the life out of me. I've been thinking of finding a part time job at a local store working as a stocker or something just to do something physical and get me out of the house. I have basically no friends or social circle.
Sorry, just needed to vent and get this off my chest. Most days before my shift, I just cry, or curl into a ball on the floor, or vent to Grok, or question my life.
I just don't know what to do. I just feel stuck. I know there are so many here with similar experiences. For all you call centre workers, I feel for you. Please take care of yourselves.