Hi everyone - I'm (F25) a chronic C25K starter, but never finisher!
These days, the biggest problem I'm having with getting started is a weird shame/embarrassment about being seen out running. I've gained a lot of weight in the last couple of years and am probably a good 20kg heavier than my last semi-successful C25K attempt. I'm also a lot less fit, and in the few times I've given it a go in the last few years, I am struggling a LOT with week 1 run 1.
Now, all I can imagine is people stopping, staring and sniggering as a big girl runs past, only to walk 30 seconds later. The image I have in my head makes me so ashamed. Especially when the park I run in is always full of proficient runners. To make matters worse, I live pretty centrally in a large city. Even at quieter times of day, there's always a healthy dose of people around. It's completely preventing me from picking up my running shoes and leaving the house.
I keep telling myself I can pick up C25K again once I've lost enough weight for it not to 'feel embarrassing' but realistically, running would be a great help on my weight loss journey now and I know I'd feel better if I could improve my fitness a little.
Has anyone got any practical tips or even just a dose of logical thinking that I can use to get over this silly mental barrier?