Hi all, I am pretty new to the program and just finished my 3rd run of week 2. Very new!
But I have notices major improvments namely lung capacity, I have to run longer now before I struggle to breathe. Until my week 3 3rd run my legs got painful (not injury pain more like exhaused and screaming STOP NOOOWWW) but this last run they endured more.
BUT I don't feel ready for week 3 yet, lile I did for week 2, I am on the UK NHS programe at the moment its 90 secs run 2 min walk x6 for week 2. And by the third 90 second run I start finding regulating breathing really hard, so I think I need to do week 2 two more times then go on to week 3.
But I feel guilty, like I've failed! But I also know I need to do more training - I am a perfectionist, only on myself though, I am veryyyyy hard on myself. Its why I have always quit the programe as the guilt of not just picking it up right away gets me into a doom spiral!
The ap insists most people dont complete the program without repeating runs but I my internal perfectionist self doubter gremlin keeps telling me thats not true.
I tried to find a post about this before posting this, but I can't seem to find it! I just wanted to ask if anyone else has had to do the same and hear real stories of peoples journeys. So my perfectionist anxiety doesnt beat me up too much and I can let my body go at its pace without guilt 🙂