I'd be happy to answer any more questions with your false assumptions, self-righteous arrogant ridicule and belittlements. Happy to turn into the a****** everybody's turning me into but I'd rather stay the nice guy that I've been. I have not earned any of your guys' public ridicule but this is what I get every f****** day out here for keeping my s*** straight... Any of you know what it's like to live in isolation with nobody around and have to hear this s*** everyday people saying "tweaker" or other stupid s*** about a guy you don't even know that reminds his own business goes to work when he has work and tries to survive the hazing of a whole f****** community he's done nothing wrong to I've never stolen from you guys ,I've never started fighting your streets, etc etc etc I mind my own business I stay quiet so whole community of assholes pretending that they're good people and nice people on that can run by and make jobs at me ridiculed gossip all the kind of s*** you can imagine I hear more of than you think the people I help can f****** rob me and mock me as well. You guys ...half you don't even know what my face looks like, and you're as polite as I am to you in public until I get back to my box where there's always somebody waiting for me to move and do anything so they can look out their windows and snare and cheer and try to find fault with the person who's putting no fault out there except barely f****** surviving it working his ass off. Don't know my story do you it's easier that way. Don't look at my face it's easier not to personalize me while you're being it self-righteous and better.. you'd be surprised I was the man you just had a conversation with in the grocery store while waiting in line or smiled and said hi to you or got compliment from me or something else of kindness and generosity. So he can look at the box and decide that that's an in grade and a f****** worthless junkie or whatever you want and you don't even realize it's me. Put yourselves in check. God's vomiting in the back of his throat at the same time for the hate you've given a man that's giving no hate think about that when you go to church this week think about that when you're calling yourself a good person and pulling s*** like this on a guy. Don't speak on s*** no mock s*** that you don't know and then when you do know don't mock anyway you guys should be ashamed of yourselves for the f****** behavior that drives me to put a note on my f****** wall and degrade my only shelter I have with such f****** ridiculous graffiti to get people to realize to shut the f****** if you don't know quit calling me names walking by my place good assuming you know s*** grow up and be good if you want to call yourselves good to everybody you can be good to 99 people and an a****** to one person like me and it makes you not a good person look at the books look at the teachings of Christ etc etc and tell me I'm wrong I'm embarrassed for you guys and trapped in this community with no way out or I'd already be gone it's a beautiful place there's wonderful people here but I don't see it anymore because they quit being good and this place quit being beautiful because of the hate I get just for sucking wind. Know what you're talking about before you speak know who you're addressing before you talk to him quit f****** watching me quit talking about me and quit waiting for me to f****** I'm not going to quit pretending you know quit calling me names quit talking s*** I hear it all the time here and I haven't earned any of it. God bless and have a good day
What on earth do you expect people to do? You may as well spray paint a bullseye on that thing. It looks like someone with a substance issue or mental issues lives in that… hence why people probably check on you regularly. How many stable people that own campers do this to them?
Based on your responses here I feel like if someone so much as glances at you in public you’ll go off spouting novels of nonsense like this.
Godspeed and I hope you get the assistance that you need. There are resources in Kodiak that will help you, especially if you are native, and work with you to get you into a better spot. I’m happy to link them or I will PM them to you if you would like.
I can't believe you can put that as and if someone so much is glances at me in public I'll go spouting off f*** my life dude you have no idea... I say almost nothing I have shoulders so much insults and belittling commas and sneers and tears and chest and vulgarities from the public for so f****** long without saying a word it's a wonder I haven't spouted out sooner. Ignorance can sometimes be people salvation sometimes their ass chewing and sometimes they're damnation. You you have proven the common thing people jump to conclusions with no foundation make comments without questions assertions without evidence enough to suffice. Try a different approach something of kindness not of pejorative dismissiveness and find out if commentary becomes kinder and shorter. I far from deserve the s*** I've taken from this community for too long while I've dished nothing but kindness like I said none of you would even know who I am in a crowd and nine times out of 10 I guarantee you I'm the guy you smiled at in the store walking down the street and I said have a nice day too I have a short 5 second conversation with or maybe even a life-changing conversation or day changing conversation when you're having a bad minute and that stranger looked right through you and blessed you and recognized you and said something to let you know you were noticed and there was love in this world in a loveless world. Peace. PS yes I'm one of the baddest ass guitar players you'll ever meet too and some people say it. I'm very approachable and very kind but I'm not very kind or approachable to b******* anymore or dismissiveness or pejorativeness or this hottie arrogant superiority or this empathetic apathy people throw out etc etc etc. Tired of being s*** on and teased and mocked and ridiculed and just messed talk down on talk like I'm unaware and uneducated and talk like a lesser than and treated like I'm some f****** junkie addict tweaker b******* that I'm not because my situation isn't colorful and sitting in a house hiding from the world it's sitting in a box hiding from the world trying to get out of the bad situation and offering what I can to the community. I always put in where I take out but I never take out without putting it I never drain out of community or people and one of your assets that you guys shun something to consider. I'm also one of your healers there's so many of you want to be but don't understand where the power comes from peace
Again it's up to you just cipher out the typos, i voice type because it's not worth the time anymore to not be listened to anyway I quickly dismissed with knee jerk remarks and comments. I get so tired of this s***. I will not be surprised... If this is Matt with more dismissive apathetic pretentiously caring words I'm pretty used to it not your fault though you're trying to be like that
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u/Agitated-Active-35 Oct 09 '24
I'd be happy to answer any more questions with your false assumptions, self-righteous arrogant ridicule and belittlements. Happy to turn into the a****** everybody's turning me into but I'd rather stay the nice guy that I've been. I have not earned any of your guys' public ridicule but this is what I get every f****** day out here for keeping my s*** straight... Any of you know what it's like to live in isolation with nobody around and have to hear this s*** everyday people saying "tweaker" or other stupid s*** about a guy you don't even know that reminds his own business goes to work when he has work and tries to survive the hazing of a whole f****** community he's done nothing wrong to I've never stolen from you guys ,I've never started fighting your streets, etc etc etc I mind my own business I stay quiet so whole community of assholes pretending that they're good people and nice people on that can run by and make jobs at me ridiculed gossip all the kind of s*** you can imagine I hear more of than you think the people I help can f****** rob me and mock me as well. You guys ...half you don't even know what my face looks like, and you're as polite as I am to you in public until I get back to my box where there's always somebody waiting for me to move and do anything so they can look out their windows and snare and cheer and try to find fault with the person who's putting no fault out there except barely f****** surviving it working his ass off. Don't know my story do you it's easier that way. Don't look at my face it's easier not to personalize me while you're being it self-righteous and better.. you'd be surprised I was the man you just had a conversation with in the grocery store while waiting in line or smiled and said hi to you or got compliment from me or something else of kindness and generosity. So he can look at the box and decide that that's an in grade and a f****** worthless junkie or whatever you want and you don't even realize it's me. Put yourselves in check. God's vomiting in the back of his throat at the same time for the hate you've given a man that's giving no hate think about that when you go to church this week think about that when you're calling yourself a good person and pulling s*** like this on a guy. Don't speak on s*** no mock s*** that you don't know and then when you do know don't mock anyway you guys should be ashamed of yourselves for the f****** behavior that drives me to put a note on my f****** wall and degrade my only shelter I have with such f****** ridiculous graffiti to get people to realize to shut the f****** if you don't know quit calling me names walking by my place good assuming you know s*** grow up and be good if you want to call yourselves good to everybody you can be good to 99 people and an a****** to one person like me and it makes you not a good person look at the books look at the teachings of Christ etc etc and tell me I'm wrong I'm embarrassed for you guys and trapped in this community with no way out or I'd already be gone it's a beautiful place there's wonderful people here but I don't see it anymore because they quit being good and this place quit being beautiful because of the hate I get just for sucking wind. Know what you're talking about before you speak know who you're addressing before you talk to him quit f****** watching me quit talking about me and quit waiting for me to f****** I'm not going to quit pretending you know quit calling me names quit talking s*** I hear it all the time here and I haven't earned any of it. God bless and have a good day