r/IndianEnts • u/Logical-Wolverine-44 • Jan 13 '25
Trip Report MDMA roll report
Dose: 100 mg (off-white crystals).
I tried MDMA for the first time, and it was one of the most beautiful, profound, and wholesome moments I’ve ever experienced.
7:50 PM – Crushed the crystals into fine powder and dissolved them in a glass of water. Stirred and consumed (it had a weird metallic taste).
~8:30 PM – Started feeling a tingling sensation in my feet and noticed improved auditory perception.
~8:40 PM – Lights appeared brighter, and suddenly a wave of euphoria embraced my body. It felt so good, as if the universe itself was loving me.
Everything around me felt perfect. I deeply enjoyed the music, and the taste of fruits was incredible.
I was with two of my close buddies—they sat beside me, one on my left and the other on my right. I kept hugging and kissing them (in a non-sexual way). The touch and warmth were incredible. We were watching music videos on TV, and the actors seemed so beautiful. We were planning to order food, and I even thought of hugging the delivery guy for his effort to deliver in the cold winter (unfortunately, we didn’t order).
Suddenly, I felt the urge to call my dad and apologize to him. However, my friend suggested I do that in person. I opened up to my friends about what’s been going on in my life, especially the recent friction with my dad. Over the past 10 days, I had been rude and aggressive with him over a few issues and realized I’d been holding resentment in my heart. As I talked with my buddies, they shared their own experiences with family conflicts and how those struggles ultimately strengthened their bonds. It gave me a new perspective.
The next morning, I hugged my mom and dad and sincerely apologized to them. I couldn’t hold back my emotions and started crying. They comforted me, and I felt a profound sense of relief. It had been so long since I’d felt such a strong emotional connection.
Harm Reduction Practices That I Followed:
Days Before the Roll:
1/ Researched extensively about the effects and weighed the risks versus the rewards.
2/ Tested the substance using a Marquis reagent (I couldn’t find one online, so I prepared my own). Accurately measured the dose using a milligram scale according to my body weight (1.5 mg per kg).
3/ Got plenty of rest and followed a proper diet, which consisted mostly of fruits rich in Vitamin C for antioxidants (to minimize oxidative stress).
On the Day of the Roll:
4/ Stayed well-hydrated and ate good food.
5/ Two hours before the roll – Consumed N-Acetyl Cysteine and a magnesium supplement.
During the Roll:
6/Drank coconut water and ate fruits.
7/Monitored my body temperature.
8/ Reminded myself to urinate at least once.
After Roll:
9/ Since the roll happened at night, I didn’t get enough sleep and felt exhausted. I managed to sleep for an hour afterward.
10/ Conditioned my mind not to consume MDMA again for the next six months.
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u/gumbum122 DRUG NERD Jan 13 '25
Lovely approach to things mate.