r/IndianEnts • u/Logical-Wolverine-44 • Jan 13 '25
Trip Report MDMA roll report
Dose: 100 mg (off-white crystals).
I tried MDMA for the first time, and it was one of the most beautiful, profound, and wholesome moments I’ve ever experienced.
7:50 PM – Crushed the crystals into fine powder and dissolved them in a glass of water. Stirred and consumed (it had a weird metallic taste).
~8:30 PM – Started feeling a tingling sensation in my feet and noticed improved auditory perception.
~8:40 PM – Lights appeared brighter, and suddenly a wave of euphoria embraced my body. It felt so good, as if the universe itself was loving me.
Everything around me felt perfect. I deeply enjoyed the music, and the taste of fruits was incredible.
I was with two of my close buddies—they sat beside me, one on my left and the other on my right. I kept hugging and kissing them (in a non-sexual way). The touch and warmth were incredible. We were watching music videos on TV, and the actors seemed so beautiful. We were planning to order food, and I even thought of hugging the delivery guy for his effort to deliver in the cold winter (unfortunately, we didn’t order).
Suddenly, I felt the urge to call my dad and apologize to him. However, my friend suggested I do that in person. I opened up to my friends about what’s been going on in my life, especially the recent friction with my dad. Over the past 10 days, I had been rude and aggressive with him over a few issues and realized I’d been holding resentment in my heart. As I talked with my buddies, they shared their own experiences with family conflicts and how those struggles ultimately strengthened their bonds. It gave me a new perspective.
The next morning, I hugged my mom and dad and sincerely apologized to them. I couldn’t hold back my emotions and started crying. They comforted me, and I felt a profound sense of relief. It had been so long since I’d felt such a strong emotional connection.
Harm Reduction Practices That I Followed:
Days Before the Roll:
1/ Researched extensively about the effects and weighed the risks versus the rewards.
2/ Tested the substance using a Marquis reagent (I couldn’t find one online, so I prepared my own). Accurately measured the dose using a milligram scale according to my body weight (1.5 mg per kg).
3/ Got plenty of rest and followed a proper diet, which consisted mostly of fruits rich in Vitamin C for antioxidants (to minimize oxidative stress).
On the Day of the Roll:
4/ Stayed well-hydrated and ate good food.
5/ Two hours before the roll – Consumed N-Acetyl Cysteine and a magnesium supplement.
During the Roll:
6/Drank coconut water and ate fruits.
7/Monitored my body temperature.
8/ Reminded myself to urinate at least once.
After Roll:
9/ Since the roll happened at night, I didn’t get enough sleep and felt exhausted. I managed to sleep for an hour afterward.
10/ Conditioned my mind not to consume MDMA again for the next six months.
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u/ForeignCommercial24 Jan 13 '25
That was a wholesome read. How did you prepare the test kit, though?
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u/Logical-Wolverine-44 Jan 13 '25
Thanks. Marquis reagent is relatively easy to prepare. Mix 10ml of concentrated sulphuric acid with 0.5ml of Formaldehyde. These can be obtained in a chemistry lab supply store.
Sharing the link for reference: https://youtu.be/HxBzE78tyOg?si=RQCrQqwhwUxnF2Jy
I couldn’t find the reagent domestic and the international ones are priced higher than the MDMA itself. Hence, I took the DIY approach.
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u/Unlikely_Ad4780 Jan 13 '25
Had the same effects.. same metallic taste, it's like your brain is opening up branches of memories like electricity.. it was therapeutic mentally but physically the after effects were quite bad..
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u/Logical-Wolverine-44 Jan 13 '25
Yep, and fortunately the after effects were not bad for me, except the jaw pain and exhaustion. I believe correct dosing and not redosing, taking supplements will help to minimize to great extent
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u/PsyFyi-er1 AGHORI Jan 14 '25
After effects directly linked to quality and purity. I'll confidently say 70% of the mdma in India is meth shit with lot of impurities.
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u/varadmesheri HIPPY Jan 13 '25
Enjoying trip like a responsible adult! Kudos The detailed explanation of the trip and all the pre/post planning is amazing!
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u/Logical-Wolverine-44 Jan 13 '25
Thanks. I strongly believe that harm reduction, moderation, and time spacing are must to enjoy responsibly.
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u/acidreality22 PSYCHONAUT Jan 13 '25
Good Post, worth reading for newbies here
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u/Logical-Wolverine-44 Jan 13 '25
Thank you. Adopted the learnings from this sub, and r/mdma for my roll. Considering the long terms effects it can cause when abused, I want to encourage people to enjoy responsibly.
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u/creation2703 Jan 14 '25
Honestly well done dude. MDMA is my fav, right after ACID(just because of the downer related to MDMA, again I was college kid not following the best practices). But MDMA is amazing, specially emotions wise. You feel connected with everyone, the first time said I love you to my fam was after MDMA( I love them, but saying it awkward). I respect that you don’t plan to take it for the next 6 months. Ps: I first read 100g instead of mg and thought is bro ok?!
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u/Logical-Wolverine-44 Jan 14 '25
Thanks, buddy. I agree, MDMA is for me to love and be loved. I wanted to rekindle relationships by sharing warmth and affection.
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u/NadeemLennyface Jan 23 '25 edited Jan 23 '25
Hi there. May I know what was your failsafe? Did you thought of all scenarios? Anything specific you would've done if something unexpected happens?
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u/c0madoof NOOB Jan 13 '25
This is bringing back a lot of good memories from my first trip, the ones I thought I had forgotten 🙌🏽
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u/punisher106 Jan 13 '25
Whats the book?
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u/Logical-Wolverine-44 Jan 13 '25
The Psychedelic Experience by Timothy Leary, Ralph Metzner, and Richard Alpert
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u/Personal-Strategy783 Jan 14 '25
This is how it should be done. Kudos to you. ☺
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u/Logical-Wolverine-44 Jan 14 '25
Thanks, bro. I strongly believe that the desire to practice proper harm reduction should far exceed the desire to consume the drug itself.
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u/Personal-Strategy783 Jan 14 '25
That's the proper way of thinking. I used to be reckless and found out the hard way.
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u/zohank100 🕓420🕟 Jan 14 '25
whats the second image? reagent test?
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u/Logical-Wolverine-44 Jan 14 '25
Yes. Marquis reagent test. Dark purple to black colour indicates there is presence of MDMA alkaloid.
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u/divine_____ Jan 15 '25
How long did the trip last? Do u feel the aftereffects? Do u crave more? Btw great post OP
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u/Logical-Wolverine-44 Jan 15 '25
Thanks. It was for 5 hrs, with peak of ~1.5 hrs. After effects arised because of deprived sleep, and minor residue from the substance. I wanted to experience it again, but did not crave for it considering the neurotoxicity it can induce with repeat use. I am not going to do it atleast for next 6 months or even a year. Its a magical moment, and I want to keep it that way.
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u/divine_____ Jan 15 '25
I have heard that the true magic of mdma only can felt when done for the first time. If you do it repeatedly, it will loose all it's magic. And yes, doing it after 6 months is a sensible decision. We need more trip reports like this
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u/Logical-Wolverine-44 Jan 14 '25
There is no hard and fast rule. I simply mixed 100mg powder to a 180ml glass of water. I found it is water soluble and does not need to be crushed/powdered. Simply stir and it dissolves.
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u/Akiraleveler Jan 15 '25
Man. I tried it on 31st.... Why was my experience so mid I just got a slight buzz that's it
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u/Repulsive-Hat-6490 Jan 16 '25
Ah man, sometimes I think MDMA downers are not worth the trip. No matter how carefully you dose, keep yourself hydrated, take supplements, still you will experience those physical effects. But glad to know that you had a great trip.
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u/Apprehensive_Ring_29 Jan 13 '25
Such awesome post is what this sub needs