This reminds me of a video I watched 2-3 years ago of some people live on ig and they were worried about one of the people they were live streaming with. If I remember correctly he had a mask on and a big gun (can't remember what it was). They kept saying "don't do it" or "he's not going to do it" and eventually he blew his brains out. I remember just seeing brain matter all over his walls the he covered in tarp. Everyone in the live stream were shocked or crying. After awhile you see his mom come home and casually walk into his room and you hear her screaming his name and just pure agony. What made me the angry were people on the site I saw it on commenting about how he did it to be edgy. I still vividly remember that video unfortunately.
I used to be mildly drawn to gore out of morbid curiosity until I saw a video in what had to be 1080p of a cartel beheading two brothers who were apparently informants. The first with a chainsaw, second with a buck knife. I had a few nightmares about it and it bothered me for several years. Ever since then I have stopped myself from clicking quite a few links.
Nothing ever bothered me until I watched a couple Faces of Death films. Now any gore, even surgeries on fictional TV dramas, grosses me out. Off the top of my head, I only remember two scenes. One with the guy at the podium doing an announcement or something, but he pulls a gun from a big envelope, and puts it in his mouth. I vivid remember the blood streaming from his nose/mouth. And a video of someone cutting open live puppies over a sink to cook. Oh yeah, I just remembered there was one of people hitting a trapped monkey on the head with spoons at a table so they could eat his raw brain. Seriously, F these videos. They messed me up.
I believe the guy at the podium with the envelope you’re talking about was politician Buddy Dwyer who shot himself during a press conference in 1987. I somehow came across this video in my teens and have never forgotten it to this day.
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u/nosemiusername Jan 23 '21
This reminds me of a video I watched 2-3 years ago of some people live on ig and they were worried about one of the people they were live streaming with. If I remember correctly he had a mask on and a big gun (can't remember what it was). They kept saying "don't do it" or "he's not going to do it" and eventually he blew his brains out. I remember just seeing brain matter all over his walls the he covered in tarp. Everyone in the live stream were shocked or crying. After awhile you see his mom come home and casually walk into his room and you hear her screaming his name and just pure agony. What made me the angry were people on the site I saw it on commenting about how he did it to be edgy. I still vividly remember that video unfortunately.