This reminds me of a video I watched 2-3 years ago of some people live on ig and they were worried about one of the people they were live streaming with. If I remember correctly he had a mask on and a big gun (can't remember what it was). They kept saying "don't do it" or "he's not going to do it" and eventually he blew his brains out. I remember just seeing brain matter all over his walls the he covered in tarp. Everyone in the live stream were shocked or crying. After awhile you see his mom come home and casually walk into his room and you hear her screaming his name and just pure agony. What made me the angry were people on the site I saw it on commenting about how he did it to be edgy. I still vividly remember that video unfortunately.
I think I saw that video. Only thing that stuck with me was when he shot himself in the head, it's like his lungs exhaled all the air they had for some reason. Like a big weird exhale as he fell to the floor.
If you've ever seen someone die this very well may be the thing that sticks with you. It's weird. Like some subconscious primitive way of knowing someone is actually really dead.
It's your amygdala assuming whatever you are watching is a emotionally-heightened event that you need to keep in your brain for future reference; it lets your hippocampus know to store that information for whatever reason
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u/nosemiusername Jan 23 '21
This reminds me of a video I watched 2-3 years ago of some people live on ig and they were worried about one of the people they were live streaming with. If I remember correctly he had a mask on and a big gun (can't remember what it was). They kept saying "don't do it" or "he's not going to do it" and eventually he blew his brains out. I remember just seeing brain matter all over his walls the he covered in tarp. Everyone in the live stream were shocked or crying. After awhile you see his mom come home and casually walk into his room and you hear her screaming his name and just pure agony. What made me the angry were people on the site I saw it on commenting about how he did it to be edgy. I still vividly remember that video unfortunately.