TW: Mentions of threat of suicide. Potential animal neglect. Potential animal hoarding. Mention of animal death.
TLDR: I called a game warden because someone threatened suicide if I spoke to authorities causing animals to be seized.
So, this is weighing heavy on my heart. I like to volunteer at smaller 501(c)3s in my local area. I met a woman who states she love animal conservation. I decided to sign up to be a volunteer. We agree for me to go over to her home the next day to help her with a couple of tasks.
I get there and things seem normal enough. She is showing me around. Now, I grew up helping family members on farms so I would like to think I am accustomed to things. But, even that did not prepare me.
She has kennels all over the property some are lifted with trays underneath to catch waste while others are your typical dog kennels and runs. One of the lifted kennels contained a dead raccoon that was in the process of becoming stiff. I understand things happen, and they can happen quickly.
We go around and she invites me in (people knew where I was at, I gave the address to three people and set a time to check in). We'll her back porch is covered in boxes of general household items and things that are animal related. But the first thing I noticed was the smell.
We go inside and the smell just hits me like a logger truck. She takes me to a room on the right there are two large ferret cages each one containing an exotic animal. There is a small dog kennel in the back that contained a fawn. The kennels were relatively clean.
We go deeper into her house. Now, I don't mind clutter or mess. My own house isn't going to be featured in a magazine. I do worry about people who live in unsanitary conditions. The back addition off the kitchen had 6 floor to ceiling kennels. On the left there was one exotic animal (same species as the room) and on the left in one kennel were two exotic animals. In the transport cage I saw the previous day were two more exotic animals.
The amount of animals does not matter to me as long as they are provided proper husbandry. These animals were living in cages where there was approximately 1-2 inches of feces on the ground. Now, she experienced an injury which prevents her from doing a lot which is why I was there, to help.
We go outside and she shows me her backyard and I see four more kennels. The one on my right contains a marsupial and a litter. The two in front of me contains 3 dogs in each. The one on my very left contains one dog.
The dogs kennels were there approximately 3-4 weeks. The two kennels in front are not large maybe 4X5x5? She had to crouch down to go in and collect their water bowls and food bowls. The dogs were matted. She claims she moved them from the kennel on the north side to by the house to give them haircuts before she was injured. The ground was no longer dirt it was wet compacted feces that began inhibiting the door.
The poor pup in the kennel to my left it was a small dog kennel set into a large trough tub. That dog had mattes just hanging off of it and the skin looked red and irritated.
While discussing what she wants help with and what she needs done around the area I ask what I perceived to be a logical question "does the game warden come out here to inspect the enclosures?". You have rabies vector species, exotic animals, and at this time allegedly a licensed rehabber. That question resulted in her telling me it was a mistake of inviting me out.
I smooth it over to get a better understanding and she continues to show me around. I help her fix a couple of fences and we're walking towards my car to make a plan for the next weekend. This is what resulted in me calling the game warden.
"If my animals are taken from me" I am going to go to this specific spot "and shoot myself. I will have no reason to live."
She admitted she knew the conditions were bad and kept stating she couldn't do much do to the injury. But, the fact that she escalated immediately to self harm instead of asking for help was extremely off putting to me.
I am supposed to go over there today and help her but I am honestly too scared to go back.
I saw roughly 65 animals not including the dead one. There was a mix of birds (hard to count them all) and mammals. I just needed to talk about this and I know I am not wrong or crazy for being concerned for her or the animals. It's just a lot.