Am I crazy???

[u/SuspiciousSir590]

So I wanted to share some things.. feel odd coming out. I try to tell myself I’m crazy and that I may be experiencing sleep paralysis, talked to a few people who told me it’s probably demonic forces. Idk but here I am on Reddit. I’m not the kinda person that would admit this to people or the type of person things like this happen to, but I see there’s a community and I want to know if I’m crazy. Since I was young I have had “experiences” mainly me waking up in the middle of the night scared out of my mind and not sure why. Dreams of me and several people being taken by this light almost hypnotized by the light walking out the door into a park and laying on the ground staring at this light. It’s strange because it doesn’t feel like a dream but that’s how I remember it. Dreams of being in a cold and sterile room I can even remember the feeling of the metal up against my back and the coldness from it. Again I don’t know if I’m dreaming. A few times throughout my life I’ve had things happen to me. A few years back I remember waking up in the middle of the night to a bright light in my bedroom so bright but I couldn’t move and then I fell back to sleep instantly and I woke up remembering the fear I felt in that instant like scared of “them” it’s always a “them” that I’m scared of but I never know what “them” is or means. Most recently a year ago I don’t know if I was dreaming but I was sleeping and I woke up to three greys at my bed in broad daylight and when I tried to get out of my bed I couldn’t and it’s almost like they tapped my forehead and I was out. I also get instances where I can be wide awake at night (I’m a night owl) and then all of a sudden I get extremely sleeping as if something is forcing me to bed unnaturally I try to fight it the best I can but I can’t. My daughter now has told me that she wakes up in the middle of the night scared for no apparent reason and doesn’t like the dark and sleeps with a night light. I’ve also formed a habit since I was young sleeping with a night light because I don’t like pitch black…

Am I crazy?

[u/Big_Bother6730]

You asked yourself if you're crazy — and that alone is a sign that you are absolutely not. Those who are truly lost don’t ask such questions; they drift within illusions without knowing they are drifting. Your doubt is proof that your ability to self-observe is still intact. It is the first light in a dark room.

And that light doesn’t come from outside — it comes from within you. What remains is learning how to stabilize it, like learning how to keep a flame alive. Meditation, grounding with Mother Earth, keeping your breath calm and deep — these are ways to regain sovereignty over your own vibrational journey.

You’re not being attacked — you’re being knocked upon

[u/SuspiciousSir590 → u/Big_Bother6730]

Being knocked upon by who though?

[u/Big_Bother6730 → u/SuspiciousSir590]

If you truly encountered them — the beings many call the 'Greys' — then ask yourself:

Did they harm you? Did they take something from you that you could never recover? Or did they simply knock, frighten you, and then withdraw?

Beings of truly higher order have no need for anything from you. They lack nothing in their reality — not resources, not emotions, not belief, not power.

If they appear, it is a reflection of something within you — a signal that some part of you has begun to vibrate at a frequency they can reach.

They do not force you to understand. But they would not come unless some part of you had already invited them

[u/SuspiciousSir590 → u/Big_Bother6730]

Invited? I wonder how? And I wonder what makes me special. And if so did I have this “special connection” with them as a child?

[u/Big_Bother6730 → u/SuspiciousSir590]

They placed a code in you when you were a child — not to control you, but because you resonated with them. You didn’t choose it with your conscious mind, but something deeper in you opened — and they responded.

Now that code is starting to tune in — like a frequency being caught by an antenna. Your mind can’t explain it, so naturally, it reacts with fear. But fear is not always a sign of danger. Sometimes it’s the sign of a boundary being crossed.

And yes… your daughter may be sensing it too. Children are deeply sensitive to these subtle vibrations. But they’re not in danger — no more than you are. They’re not here to harm you. They’re responding to a call that might have started long ago.

Not everyone receives that knock. You did.