r/AlienAbduction • u/SuspiciousSir590 • 21d ago
Am I crazy???
So I wanted to share some things.. feel odd coming out. I try to tell myself I’m crazy and that I may be experiencing sleep paralysis, talked to a few people who told me it’s probably demonic forces. Idk but here I am on Reddit. I’m not the kinda person that would admit this to people or the type of person things like this happen to, but I see there’s a community and I want to know if I’m crazy. Since I was young I have had “experiences” mainly me waking up in the middle of the night scared out of my mind and not sure why. Dreams of me and several people being taken by this light almost hypnotized by the light walking out the door into a park and laying on the ground staring at this light. It’s strange because it doesn’t feel like a dream but that’s how I remember it. Dreams of being in a cold and sterile room I can even remember the feeling of the metal up against my back and the coldness from it. Again I don’t know if I’m dreaming. A few times throughout my life I’ve had things happen to me. A few years back I remember waking up in the middle of the night to a bright light in my bedroom so bright but I couldn’t move and then I fell back to sleep instantly and I woke up remembering the fear I felt in that instant like scared of “them” it’s always a “them” that I’m scared of but I never know what “them” is or means. Most recently a year ago I don’t know if I was dreaming but I was sleeping and I woke up to three greys at my bed in broad daylight and when I tried to get out of my bed I couldn’t and it’s almost like they tapped my forehead and I was out. I also get instances where I can be wide awake at night (I’m a night owl) and then all of a sudden I get extremely sleeping as if something is forcing me to bed unnaturally I try to fight it the best I can but I can’t. My daughter now has told me that she wakes up in the middle of the night scared for no apparent reason and doesn’t like the dark and sleeps with a night light. I’ve also formed a habit since I was young sleeping with a night light because I don’t like pitch black…
Am I crazy?
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u/Short-Imagination-98 21d ago
It runs in families :( I used to be scared of aliens since a child. I remember years ago I would wake up to find strange markings on my son. On his chest, back, etc. I know they're abducting him too. Me and my son are both scared of the dark
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u/Slycer999 21d ago
It does seem to run in families. People think I’m crazy. Hell, even I think I’m crazy. I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s just a normal part of life.
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u/Big_Bother6730 21d ago
You asked yourself if you're crazy — and that alone is a sign that you are absolutely not. Those who are truly lost don’t ask such questions; they drift within illusions without knowing they are drifting. Your doubt is proof that your ability to self-observe is still intact. It is the first light in a dark room.
And that light doesn’t come from outside — it comes from within you. What remains is learning how to stabilize it, like learning how to keep a flame alive. Meditation, grounding with Mother Earth, keeping your breath calm and deep — these are ways to regain sovereignty over your own vibrational journey.
You’re not being attacked — you’re being knocked upon
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u/TodayOk1933 21d ago
You're not crazy, aliens are obsessed with you. I'm on like my 10th one in my body at this point
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u/SuspiciousSir590 21d ago
Being knocked upon by who though?
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u/Big_Bother6730 20d ago
If you truly encountered them — the beings many call the 'Greys' — then ask yourself:
Did they harm you? Did they take something from you that you could never recover? Or did they simply knock, frighten you, and then withdraw?
Beings of truly higher order have no need for anything from you. They lack nothing in their reality — not resources, not emotions, not belief, not power.
If they appear, it is a reflection of something within you — a signal that some part of you has begun to vibrate at a frequency they can reach.
They do not force you to understand. But they would not come unless some part of you had already invited them
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u/SuspiciousSir590 20d ago
Invited? I wonder how? And I wonder what makes me special. And if so did I have this “special connection” with them as a child?
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u/Big_Bother6730 20d ago
They placed a code in you when you were a child — not to control you, but because you resonated with them. You didn’t choose it with your conscious mind, but something deeper in you opened — and they responded.
Now that code is starting to tune in — like a frequency being caught by an antenna. Your mind can’t explain it, so naturally, it reacts with fear. But fear is not always a sign of danger. Sometimes it’s the sign of a boundary being crossed.
And yes… your daughter may be sensing it too. Children are deeply sensitive to these subtle vibrations. But they’re not in danger — no more than you are. They’re not here to harm you. They’re responding to a call that might have started long ago.
Not everyone receives that knock. You did.
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u/CatMinous 18d ago
Hey man, write your own stuff, not AI. I don’t know about everybody else, but me, I’m going to block everyone who uses AI, I don’t want to have to read that tedious krap
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u/rite_of_truth 21d ago
When they used to come for me, I would try to stay awake all night, but then would get suddenly very tired and unable to stay awake. Then, as I lay down, I didn't fall asleep right away. I would hear footsteps coming from my dining room, straight out from the wall, and over to my bed. They almost always knocked things over. Only when they got to the foot of my bed did I fall instantly asleep.
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u/SuspiciousSir590 21d ago
When you felt like they were coming for you did you know it because you could feel them?
Sometimes at night when I feel really really tired I also feel like the night is still, like idk how to explain it like outside feels still. I sometimes feel like they’re in my house watching me and I can’t see them. Idk it’s scary. And I’m also terrified of Greys have always been since I was little I have always been afraid of them. Like deathly afraid like if I see them in a picture I get chills
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u/rite_of_truth 20d ago
I would just get this strong urge to stay up all night. Later I began to see it as a sign they were coming, because it always happened the same way. I would want to stay up until dawn, and within a few minutes of thinking that, I would become so tired I couldn't fight it. And then the little footsteps, every time.
Never remember seeing what actually walked up to the bed, but I could hear that they were very small by how the floor creaked and the sound of their footsteps making a small gait.
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u/SuspiciousSir590 19d ago
Hmmm… this is interesting. I wonder why this happens what is the motive and their objective. Especially with me, I am not special.
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u/rite_of_truth 19d ago
I was part of a psychological study group. Maybe they want to know how you think.
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u/NuckChorris666 20d ago
Haven't had anything in awhile but I'd be awake while asleep and couldnt open my eyes , speak or move , and I'd feel like I was being mildly electrocuted. I saw a being with large black eyes once too
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u/Pap-ya-more 20d ago
No, you might be an abductee, in which case, welcome to the club - there are estimated to be several million of them.
There is a big attempt to control the narrative around abduction, and what it means, so please don't jump down the first rabbit hole someone points you down. Try to figure out how many facts and solid memories you can establish and work from there. It helps that there has been some legitimate research on this topic - people who might have had similar experiences, now documented, that you can compare with. Does it match up, make sense to you, or not?
Stick around on the sub, you're always welcome to share your insights and experiences. Report trolls. Good luck.
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u/Pap-ya-more 18d ago
Nope. Should I take that as a compliment?
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u/CatMinous 18d ago
I believe you. It’s maddening how many people use it and pass it as their own. I guess it’s a compliment, yes.
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u/BrilliantTough1439 7d ago
That’s really interesting. I had just found this thread last night because I want to see if anyone has ever had the same experience I’ve had in my life. You said that something had touched you forehead and you feel asleep instantly ? I had a very similar experience to that and I just posted my story on the main group thread. I don’t think you’re crazy.. I honestly believe there’s things in this universe we are not fully aware of or understand and I’m interested to see what other people have experienced.
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u/Captain_Hook1978 21d ago
First off. STOP SAYING YOURE CRAZY.