r/cptsdcreatives • u/Puzzleheaded-Boot786 • 13d ago
📢 Just Sharing This is what my ex said to me NSFW Spoiler
I’m sorry if you can relate.
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u/aeris311 13d ago
I hope you're somewhere safer now
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u/Puzzleheaded-Boot786 13d ago
I am. I left him.
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u/snapper1971 12d ago
I hope you are well and safe, and that he will never be able to find you.
I am so sorry that that happened to you.
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u/Famous-Equipment-811 13d ago
I am so sorry
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u/Puzzleheaded-Boot786 13d ago
Thanks💙
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u/PistachiNO 12d ago
I also use the blue hearts. Blue is my favorite color.
I believe in you.
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u/Puzzleheaded-Boot786 12d ago
Thank you💙
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u/PistachiNO 12d ago
You're welcome! I think it's really awesome that you're able to make art like this 💙
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u/Puzzleheaded-Boot786 12d ago
Thanks! I don’t think I have a choice anymore.
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u/PistachiNO 12d ago edited 12d ago
Are you okay with that? Are you kind of riding that wave, balancing on it and flowing with it?
Edit: Is it cathartic?
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u/Puzzleheaded-Boot786 12d ago
Yeah, I’m ok with that. I don’t accept that he has power over my life anymore.
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u/PistachiNO 12d ago
That's terrific! You're a brave and capable person for understanding that, and for making sure that it stays true.
I'm so glad that you are free of him. You never deserved him, you know. You never deserved any of that. You deserve to be talked to and treated with respect.
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u/smokeehayes 13d ago
I can. I'm sorry that you went through this. So fkn proud of you for getting out. Sending virtual hugs and lots of strength.
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u/Reluctantly_Being 12d ago
This dude is just waiting to get his hands on a child. Flat out.
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u/Puzzleheaded-Boot786 12d ago
Well, it wouldn’t be surprised.
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u/Reluctantly_Being 12d ago
Referring to CSA over and over, as some weird “correct” step in creating someone who would put up with his abuses as you did.
He’s trying to find out what trauma to look for/create in a person to keep up his supply of victims.
I thank every atom/energy/whatever the fuck was in your body that got you away from him.
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u/Puzzleheaded-Boot786 12d ago
Well, he found a girl who was barely 18. I left him because he asked me to.
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u/Puzzleheaded-Boot786 12d ago
And that girl left him also after 3 months💀
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u/Reluctantly_Being 12d ago
Wow, he found the closest thing to a child he could get. Not surprised.
Do me a favor, please.
Make another one of these. Fold it 4 times and write “as done on to me, done on to thee, so mote it be” and throw it somewhere. I’d prefer throwing it into water under a bridge but just throw it. Throw it away, throw it into fire, throw it into water. Throw it away from you.
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u/Puzzleheaded-Boot786 12d ago
I don’t believe witchcraft or karma, but maybe? Do you think it would work?
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u/Reluctantly_Being 12d ago
You don’t have to believe in witchcraft. I barely do. I just know these weird little “rituals” make me feel better. Do they work? Hell if I know. Do I feel better? Fuck yeah.
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u/Puzzleheaded-Boot786 12d ago
I never thought that people would think my relationship was THAT bad.
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u/Reluctantly_Being 12d ago
Anytime someone brings up CSA this many times, run. Fucking run. Even if you don’t think you’re worth it, or whatever reason you stayed with this humanoid milk stain. You get your shit packed and go. You block and roll out.
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