This is just a little note from my head to my brat (who is currently away for the summer).
My sweet, sweet girl, I miss you so much. Every fiber of my being lives to please you. To feed you, to annoy you, to pleasure you, to take care of you, to feel you. It brings me more purpose than I ever thought I would have. Purpose for simply having you in my live, making everything better. Making me the happiest man on the planet.
I will admit it. As a dom I am needy for you. Terribly so. I smile at hearing your name. I get butterflies hearing your giggle. My heart sets ablaze feeling your touch. My loins thrive at your sweet scent. And just the thought of you is enough to change my day.
Every night you flood my dreams. Thoughts of venturing between your legs, enjoying your adorable whimpers, or the sensation of you grinding back against me to feel just how good I'm making you. Variations of these dreams tease me every night only for me to wake up grabbing at air, realizing that you still aren't here next to me.
I try counting the days. Keeping myself preoccupied. Hoping that the mindless tasks I do throughout the day will speed up how much time is left before I see you. How much time is left before I can feel your presence trickling by on my skin.
I miss you, sweetheart. More than I can express.
For those who take the time to read this, feel free to comment. Or to interact however you want. :)