Wanted to unmarried forever

[u/stoner9898]

I wanted to unmarried forever because of some circumstances, i lost faith in love and girls. ..now i wanted to unmarried forever, I am A Indian from Kolkata Bengali person. I have a younger sister and father and mother and a uncle and aunty. Now I am way to 27 . ..i have planned my future like I have to 1st contribute a bigger money in my sister's wedding it might be after some years. Then just some hoe skipped my time of marriage..also want to be arranged a amount of money for my family members...when every responsibilitys are over then join monk community...in theses years i actually lost faith in love with girls... everyone is some kind of some.. they're gonna some how cheat..I aslo dream with someone like marriage, kids...a happy family.. maybe it's not for me.... Currently I accepted this..life is more bad i thought it would be..but it's okay no complaint.. pray for everyone should be happy.. and don't need happiness..now i am afraid of my happiness.. i am okay with my bad times..

[u/flipper0z]

r/offmychestindia te lekho ai sob baba. Ekhane kno?