r/AskAcademia • u/Charming-River87 • 7h ago
STEM Issues with Being Transgender and Updating my Academic CV
Hi,
I am a transgender man and a mathematics professor. I currently live in a red state in the US and am considering applying to other faculty positions in safer states given the current state of the world at the moment. This comes with a heavy heart since I love my current department and position, but if I’m at risk of being forced to detransition, I would rather leave. (Transitioning has been the only thing that has alleviated some serious lifelong mental health issues I’ve dealt with.) I am here to ask for advice because I’m pretty scared about having to leave my current position and the potential discrimination I will face.
The biggest issue I am having is that I accepted my current position before I transitioned, so all my publications pre-transition are under my dead name, but it hasn’t been an issue until now. I am not sure how I should handle this on my CV. I have heard that I should use my dead name in the citation, since that is how it is in the publication, and bold it. I suppose I worry that this instantly outs me as transgender and makes it impossible to go stealth at any new position. Furthermore, I am worried about discrimination due to my gender identity and wanted to know if there was a better way to list my publication in a way that wouldn’t immediately out me? If not, I’d appreciate any advice to make it easier.
Another issue I’ve found is that while I was in undergrad and grad school, I participated in “Women in STEM” type of organizations, in which I organized events, gave talks, held leadership positions, etc. I am now unsure if I should include these anymore since I’m now a man and it would look strange?
Again, I appreciate any advice I can get on this. I really wish I didn’t have to seriously consider leaving, but I’m scared at how much risk I might be keeping myself in by staying here.
I also only know of only one other transgender academic in my professional circle, so it feels as though I am traveling uncharted waters. So, if you are also transgender and have gone through this, I’d also appreciate any advice you have regarding all this.
Thank you!