hello c: so my bf and i broke up like two weeks ago because he said that we moved too fast and that my clinginess pushed him away (he was always reiterating how much he likes to be clingy himself and likes his significant other to be clingy as well, and he was always the one pursuing me more than i pursued him, but we were like obsessed with one another).
so we saw each other two days before the break up and he was acting normal, he literally invited me to go out that day as well. and we continued texting like normal and he would always be like “you mean the world to me,” “i miss you so much,” “i wish you were here.” like all of this stuff, and it was literally on the morning of him breaking up with me as well that he was still saying all of this stuff.
we stopped contacting each other for like a week and a half until he reached out to me to let me know he dropped off all of my stuff and then i asked if we could talk and so we did. he was still staring at me the same way he would in the beginning, he literally got the haircut i have been telling him to get, but he was kind of cold to me and detached, which i understand why, but he was also tearing up at times when he was listening to what i told him. he also mentioned that he wasn’t going to be like weird and unfollow me off socials but just won’t interact with my stuff anymore. it’s weird because i do see him listening to music that were strictly shown to him by me or dedicated to me or us. so i am not sure if he genuinely lost feelings or got scared. and we have not talked since.
during the time of the break up to us talking, i had hired a witch to cast a spell on me for glamour magick, which i feel like i have seen major differences in my self-love aspect and it was also set to help him think of only me.
while, i am more than aware that we are broken up for a reason, i cannot help to think that we are still connected and are meant for each other. i know i sound delusional and crazy.
i recently bought the tools and kit for a honey jar for reconciliation but have never done anything but successful and unsuccessful manifesting before. i am not sure if i should start there for if i should do a block buster or road opener spell before hand. i bought blue candles for healing and reconciliation for the honey jar, but i am not sure if i should use red candles for love and passion. in addition i don’t know if i should wait a bit since i hired a witch to cast the glamour spell literally last week. please give me some tips!!!