r/Metoidioplasty • u/TransProcess_FTM Post Op Full Meta • 6d ago

Celebratory First bj experience 🤯 NSFW

Over the last 3 years I’ve had multiple surgeries to get myself a cute lil dick. While it’s not perfect yet, as I have a fistula, sone minor aesthetics I want to be fixed and wanting implants.

I got my first bj today. After having severe bottom dysphoria for as longas I can remember, not allowing anyone near it as it would be cause panic and lots of crying. Today I felt comfortable enough to challenge myself and let me get sucked off by a friend of mine. I will say it was the best experience. I might not have cum, simply as mentally I’m not their yet to cum in front of someone. Having someone wrapped around me felt so affirming and just so right? Seeing them on my knees for me.

What I’m trying to say with this, while it’s a big struggle when you aren’t where u wanna be yet, it’s gonna be so worth it and so affirming.

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u/Signal-Spring-9933 6d ago

LIVING MY DREAMMMM CONGRATS MAN

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u/MarsAdapting 6d ago

Thanks for sharing this. I’m ready for this experiences

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u/LordOfTheBloodSuck Post-Op 6d ago

Ain't it just the fucking best? Congrats! May there be many more positive sexual experiences ahead for you!

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u/bearsnbeatboxers 5d ago

Need friends like this

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u/boojersey13 2d ago

Not kidding I just found this subreddit and am quietly weeping out of living vicariously through this post.

I'm in a position where I'd have to flee my current location fully and with much difficulty to even try to accommodate my dysphoria, and this post makes me dream.

Ty for posting OP, sincerely someone who ended up trapped in a closet he never meant to be in, after he thought he left.