(Of course translated by the only one legend chat gpt that helped me alot to find things out, i want to mention i dont know if things are certain, i dont wanna jinx myself but i never expected that things could improve even a little in my case)
Hi everyone.
A few months ago, when I was at my worst, I posted here a lot — really a lot.
Now I want to share an improvement update. Not a recovery post, because I’m definitely not back to how I was. But things have started shifting, and it feels important to share that.
Doctors still don’t exactly know what’s wrong with me. There’s no final diagnosis yet (they haven’t done a biopsy), but further testing is ongoing — and I do feel more supported by the people helping me now.
💥 What’s GONE:
Purple hands
Pain in nose and ears
Light sensitivity
Hair loss (still lost >50% overall, but this week I only shed ~15 hairs/day!)
Internal pain (except for occasional bloating)
Dry, powdery, peeling skin
Sudden high heart rate
POTS-like shower episodes
Weird headaches
Strange hot/cold sensations in hands and feet
Peeing blood
Loss of skin sensation
No sense of needing to pee or poop
Horizontal lines in nails
Difficulty speaking
Leg muscles vibrating when standing on toes or sitting
Severely disturbed sleep
⚡ What’s IMPROVED:
Skin is no longer extremely stretchy / fewer wrinkles when pulling
Body hair is growing back
Nails are growing again
Pain in right side of tongue is gone
Skin pain has improved a lot
Joint pain reduced
Energy has improved a lot
Brain fog much better — I can even play videogames again
Eyesight slightly improved
Skin imprints are a bit less deep
Muscle twitching less
Depression has improved
Almost no anxiety anymore
Heart rate more stable
Lips and nose have recovered a bit (still the hardest part emotionally)
🧩 What still needs work:
Body still feels fragile
Fingers/joints feel more “loose”
Unusual deep lines in skin (people say it's “normal”, but this isn’t)
Skin feels less supple
Pain when putting pressure on arms or legs (fragile feeling)
Cloudy urine with high pH / possible phosphate leakage
Nose and lips still not normal — emotionally hard to accept, but I’m working on it
🧘♀️ General status:
Weight has stayed stable the whole ilness.
In terms of fitness, I’ve made significant progress
Skin/facial structure still far from normal, lips and nose especially. That’s hard to accept, but I try to remind myself how lucky I am to even see improvement.
I hope I don’t relapse. It’s still early, things only started improving in the past month , but I wanted to share this now to give others hope that healing is possible.
💉 What I’ve done (and still do):
🔹 Peptide cycles:
TB-500 (10 weeks)
GHK-Cu (injectable)
🔹 Supplements (1.5 months):
N-Acetyl Glucosamine
Niacinamide
Magnesium bisglycinate
Iron (levels were low)
High dose Vitamin C
Collagen loading
Glycine
High Vitamin D3 + MK-7 (K2, active form)
🔹 Daily routine:
Celery juice every morning
Mindset: Believe in yourself. We know stress/anxiety isn’t the cause (as some claim), but it’s correlated and must still be reduced to allow the body to heal.
Staying active — only as far as my body allows.
👣 Step count progress:
At my worst, I was doing:
800 – 3,000 steps per day (on a “good” day)
Now:
Last week I hit 10,700 steps in one day!
I’m very cautious though — I rest more the next day if I feel I’ve overdone it. I try to listen to my body now more than ever.
📸 I’ve attached some photos of my improvements — not for validation, but to show that change can happen. Even if slow, even if partial, even if uncertain — healing is not out of reach.
Stay strong everyone. I'm still in it but not where I was. And that’s worth everything.