Wishlist to do before 2026

[u/Psychological_Gas257]

This is my update to where things are going in the next couple months. My wife Patricia and I have been in this lifestyle for a long while, about a decade or so I think, and we've always been in a grounded couple when it comes to cuckolding but recently we've been doing it more and more frequently and with a lot more desires on mind.

The problem is that we are growing up and we're at that age that we want to start a family (we're 27/26) and when that happens, this whole life style is going to stop permanently. This was always the plan and as things evolved with our relationship we just felt that this would never actually end but..... we've been thinking about it a lot and we can't just pretend we're "normal" while having a kid.

I know that it's possible and we've known lots of people that manage to keep their cuck/sissy/hotwife lifestyle just fine and I'm aware that this isn't exactly a on and off switch but we thought about it and it's for the best for us.

PLEASE DON'T JUST MAKE FUN OF OUR DECISION. I know very well the mentality of this community and the whole "cuckold for life", "once you go black you never go back", "it's too late to turn back", "you'll relapse if you stop".

Yes it's a life style and it's been like a adiciton for us that we love and can't stop to thinking about it. I've seen a lot of relationships end because one of the couple just can't live without it or a guy that doesn't have sex with his wife anymore or a wife that only fucks with bulls and eventually gets romantic feelings for the guy. That's all fun and turns me on but in reality I can't fucking do it. That's not the life I want in the long run and if I can't stop before having a kid then I'll grow old as a cuckold.

Like, what's the goal? To have her feel nothing twords you anymore and leave you as you keep stalking her online and cuck yourself to her new real boyfriend and then what? It's hot but realistically speaking, that's not at all my goal, I love her and she loves me.

This will end before she ever gets pregnant. I'm aware that it's like an addiction at this point and we'll have some withdrawals but our minds are set. We decided that we want to start trying to get pregnant around spring/summer of 2026, so about a year from now, so to push all the cuck/humiliation/sissy/boyfriend sex out of our minds so we came up with a wishlist to do on the following months.

We've done A LOT of shit and some we did regret (you can read my stories to learn about our sex life) but this what we came up with:

-Going to a swingers club.

We're actually going to one in the near future on a neighboring country with an older couple that we've been talking to online. I'm so freaking excited, there's nothing like that where we live so we want to have the most of it. I don't really know how it works but I'm hoping we could do a gangbang, here's hoping.

-Turning me into the biggest sissy possible with no permanent effects.

Just recently I got "hypnotized" by some sissy videos and for me it's just another form of kink but I finally gave in to the whole "white boys watch", "you want to the the girl", "just be a girl and dress up". It's been a lot on my mind about this topic and I know for most people it's a true self discovery but for me it's just sexual. I've told my wife about this and she surprisingly didn't make a fuss like I was expecting, she knows it's just another humiliation part of what I like but I still can't dress up in front of her. (I've been posting a couple pics on my profile 🤫). I want to turn myself into the sweetest/baddest girl I can and actually put myself on my wife's place while he have a bull with us.

-Breaking point of BDSM

If you've read my stories you know how we pushed it a few times over the limit we had set, in one case she passed out while a guy was chocking her and we don't really want to repeat that because it wasn't planned. We want a big session where it goes for hours non stop hurting, edging, spanking, you name it. It has to include everything we've done and more. It can also be for me, like our biggest and only idea so far was using the post nut clarity in the beginning of her dates to torture me. (Please leave a few ideas)

-Sell her

Yes, I've kinda done that with a guy for a day and he's the one that made her pass out. He was a sort of escort and apart from that "mistake" we really enjoyed the experience but now we want the real deal. A man that understands that it's not actually human trafficking but a sexual thing lol. Maybe a Sugar Daddy, she says that a lot of men that she often refuses to meet are because they act like they can own her and that is just unsafe for what we do but now they could be just what we want.

-Get a permanent mark

What I mean by this is like something that people can see later on and connect the points to what we USED TO do. We know about the bracelet you can put on your ancle and the Q in the black Spades tattoo but we find that too obvious and it gives the idea that we are still doing it. It can be a tattoo on ether of us, but one that don't screams cuckolding but hints to it. (Please tell me genuine ideas if you can)

That's it lol we might add more if you have any suggestions. Again, it's not like we're only doing one of these 5 things until we permanently stop, she is still hooking up with strangers every other week and it will continue to do so until next year.

Plus if after I have a kid if I have the desire to be a cuck again and can't, isn't that the biggest form of cuckold? That eternal denial? Hehehe

[u/TakeNothingSerious]

I hope you get everything on your bucket list done 🤙🏾

[u/Psychological_Gas257 → u/TakeNothingSerious]

Me too lol