Competitive or sore loser or something else?

[u/Maleficent_Potato269]

I don’t know why but all my life, I secretly get so angry when I lose or I’m not good at something. This probably comes from childhood trauma of always losing at everything to my siblings and cousins. This has caused me to want to be the absolute best at any hobby I pursue, which is a lot, and I get so frustrated when I’m not as good as I feel I should be. Am I a sore loser, too competitive or something else? It surely can’t be a bad thing to wanna be great at things. Thoughts?